Ohhh spankit Ranting/Bitching [ Check this category ] Written by eisenmeteor August 12th, 2007 605 views Man just woke up awhile really not a morning person. Anyway onwards with the point... I'm whipped and such is the reason how this entry came about. Our lovely culture and fandom writer spankit is just awesome and she means alot to me, know it sounds kinda weird to write a blog entry just to say that but stuff happens then next thing you know your writing something up. About 1½ year ago an old classmate of mine had died in a car accident on her vacation. And it was hard accepting it that she was gone... things felt really weird and so unreal. Around the same time another friend told me she was going to get married and everything just crashed together. Couldn't truly be happy for her getting married because of what had happened and it felt wrong to be sad since there were some really happy news as well. Keeping those two things apart was just hard and made me feel guilty. Enter spankit the smart, saintly, feminine and pretty girl not to mention quite charming. It's not that she listened to me or were a shoulder to cry on. But she made me smile and laugh wholeheartedly which at the time felt impossible and for the moment things felt so much better. And it left an impression on me that lasted even after we stopped talking that made it easier to coop with what had happened. For this I'm truly grateful for what she did for me back then. After that we've had our ups and down some drama and even though it's all been online weirdly enough it's something that I wouldn't want to trade away for anything less than the real thing. There's so much that can be said about her but all in all she's one of the greatest people I've had the pleasure to encounter here on A-S. By the way the longest conversation I've ever had on the phone happens to be with her as well 7 hours and must say she sounds wicked cute. It's always been fun talking with her, just relaxing, some singing and generally making a fool of myself but that's quite enjoyable. Hahah don't think anyone has as much dirt on me as she does. Last thing to share is something I wrote back when it all happened, kind of a contrast but felt like sharing it even though it's more on the sad and emo side. I dreamed about you You were smiling and happy I can see your lips move but I can't hear anything How I wished you were here But your not and your memory still haunts me The sadness of losing you still lingers around me I feel so lost and all I can do is cry No longer am I able to talk with you I miss you so much... And for every second I think of you my heart aches These tears won't stop nor this pain... I can't let go... not now not ever All that's left is regrets and a wish that will never come true There are 7 comment(s) for this entry Post a new comment [ Go Back To Top]

#1 Izeque I think only one word describes this post Kawaii. Or cute. Whatever. Either way, your life should be a Shoujo anime. 2007-08-12 13:32:13 #2 gpooj Here's a sentimental little number from an old movie but later used as the end theme in 5cm Per Second. Unfortunately I couldn't find this one with subtitles: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tvos4SDJacU So, if you're wondering what the words are, this is the original song with subtitles and scenes from the original movie instead.: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V292agwuuJM I think it follows the same mood as your poem. 2007-08-12 17:09:38 #3 mwaha awww it sounds so very emotional *tear* love the poem btw 2007-08-12 17:37:45 #4 spankit i know. i know i'm awesome. LMFAO if you guys must know, i made him write it. OKAY!? because i'm needy like that. but anyways you guys should all wish him a birthday because HE'S awesome like that ^^. btw, thanks mr.skurt look alike. 2007-08-13 04:50:45 #5 Lucifer It seems like a declaration of love if i didn't read carefully ^^ 2007-08-13 07:45:13 #6 Harutard i as Spankit fan-boy know what you mean^^ and as i know that you can speak german a little bit...here some lines that you can or maybe cannot read.... es hört sich vllt. merkwürdig an, aber als hierher kam und spankit das erste mal das wort an mich richtete (oder war es das zweite mal Oo), sind mir ein paar sachen aufgefallen...zum einen...sie ist ein unheimlich witziger mensch xD und zum anderen fühl ich mich irgenwie wie ein ganz normaler mensch wenn ich mit ihr "rede"... well...maybe some people want to know what i wrote...if that's the case just PM me and i will decide wether or not i will translate it for you or not... ah and since the text is mostly about spankit, i will ofcourse translate it for her if she wants to know... 2007-09-13 08:21:43 #7 Bowser Well, Im pretty sure I already said happy birthday... and even I didnt, its waaay too late now lol. spanky, your AWESOME... and teacherific, you really should become a sensei O.O'' eisen, you sentimental old tanuki you~ you bring a tear to my eye... *sniff*... oh wait, it was just an eyelash that fell in my eye... well, your still sentimental^^ ps: Ever noticed how the word sentimental has the word 'mental' in it? Hmmm... 2007-11-24 19:27:24