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trueline · Pure Hope Joined: Jun 13, 2006 Posts: 5134

Being black or white are one but sure everyone has his own preferences.
men crying? well If I would follow the traditional life then yeah men shouldn't cry as possible as they can but there isnt anything wrong if they do. Actually for many reasons I cant cry in front of my family or any people around me but thats me, no one is forcing me not to cry. I dont feel like crying over things though some of them were hard to pass through. When I cry, I view it as weakness but when others do I accept it as its something natural.

July20-25
had quarrel with my sister over many things...somehow cheap things. I dont know why but I feel like being too harsh, strict, and stuborn mineded these days. People around me made me think like that....and also animes influenced me. I need to re-think over things happened before years to come up with something.
Started burning many DVDs and lost much money over them. I need to save money to buy lots of stuffs. I found three kind of jobs but non of them I can manage to make it with time.
the atmosphere of these days sounds weird.
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du5k · A-Source Staff Joined: Nov 05, 2005 Posts: 6357

REC> heh yeah. Crying good for your health actually, so in a way you cry more. Expressing emotions is the best way of detoxicfication... There's laughing lessons held already, I wonder why there isn't crying lesson held.

It's not I dun want to, it's like I've forgotten how to. I forgot how to truthfully express my emotion in this world of fraud. haha.

Lino> then next time I cry... I'll do it in front of you XD

Angel_Armz · Rosen Ritter~ Joined: Dec 05, 2006 Posts: 10983

technomo12 · Posted: Sun Jul 29, 2007 12:34 am Post subject:

July 24-27

um started to read alot in the hosital and sleep all the time man when will my bad ankle heal

and guys pls dont post that is not so much a diary realated or post with your diary realted stuff pls if nid complimenting ok
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trueline · Pure Hope Joined: Jun 13, 2006 Posts: 5134

technomo12 · Posted: Tue Jul 31, 2007 7:27 am Post subject:

July 28-31

well guys sorry not posting too much well cuz of accident after accident well as of now im bed ridden again cuz i fell into a man hole a MANHOLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and well my leg is busted like my freaking ankle sheesh can this gat any worser

and hmm not much poster thise days huh hehehe

and oh

of topic haey AA nice Siggy wat anime is that just pm me about that ok
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ultimasome · Posted: Sat Aug 04, 2007 12:20 pm Post subject:

tech>>>Hope you get ok soon. I really missed you posting here and there Y__Y

5,Augest (dunno why I feel like I spelled it wrong ^^; )
Had to rest all the time and think of myself. The problem is that I have only to drink. Food isnt allowed v.v I've lost weight.
My bro is angry because I'm not working well. Oh well.
Nothing much happened today ^^;
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ultimasome · Posted: Sun Aug 05, 2007 1:23 pm Post subject:

This doesnt mean I double posted, ne? ^^;
It looks cool, though ^^

6, Augest
I can eat well now days, but the pain is still the same V___V
My lil bro turned into a woman. He cant shut his mouth for 5 seconds. I really had a severe headache. I couldnt stay in the room with him more than 10 seconds. I walked in the kitchen and tried to find a place to rest but that all didnt help. It only increased my pain. He was jabbering about my big bro and that he wants to talk with me. If he wants then I said nothing. He told me of a plan on how to start to talk with him. He said go and say hi and ask him to buy something for you -_______- This, I wont do for sure.
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Angel_Armz · Rosen Ritter~ Joined: Dec 05, 2006 Posts: 10983

I have recently became a semi macross fan ... I watched a few streams (unable to find DLs) and find it to be very exciting.

Anywayz ...

I'm hoping none of those church people ask me to join their church and such. I have no intention of joining and such. Even being in those fellowship is a torture. Just please don't ask. One of them asked a fellow volunteer to join and I believe he will be. I have reasons to believe they won't be asking me. Probably cause four bibles have melted in my hands and I tried to ask a verse from the bible and people/kids' ears were hurting and bleeding ...

So tired and stressful these days. Haven't been in good state of mind. Haven't watched anime for a while (not including the occasional little streams). At least Gundam Seed Character Theater brought a little joy in the heart.
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technomo12 · Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 3:08 am Post subject:

Aug 1-8

welll im BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

well good thing found some very good ways to kill time in the hospital well

1 is to count the drops made by dextrose and talking to the cute and attractive nurses hehehehe

well the food is out of the option cuz hell the food taste like hell no wonder piople in hospital gets more worst cuz of bad food ehhehehehe

well im goos still feel pain but hey i can walk hehehehehehe
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kyosuke-date · Posted: Wed Aug 08, 2007 5:57 am Post subject:

August 3
My mom wants me to stay at home and be the perfect housewife
hehe she's crazy. She's trying everything ^^
Last time we had an argument
She thinks because she had the experience she knows everything
But to me experience has no meaning if u don't have the knowledge
Well she doesn't want to say that i'm right
I know i'm right ^^

August 4
Amnesia ^^;

August 5
I went to the doctor and had bad news
I had to follow my treatment during 4 years and i would be cured
Now i learn that after ONLY 4 month it won't work on me
In 70 % of cases it works
Of course i had to be unlucky
Oh well, i'm just tired. Pills are gonna kill me someday ^^;

technomo12 · Posted: Fri Aug 10, 2007 10:03 am Post subject:

Aug 9-10

well im still backed up of anime to watch well still now im still trying to catch up to the anime in need of my watching heheheheheh

and still im watching man new and old ep is keep on streaming out and in

man so hard to catch up grrrrrrrr

well any who im in still watching so ill be somwat half online half off ehehehe

well laters
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ultimasome · Posted: Sat Aug 11, 2007 7:45 am Post subject:

7,8,9,10,11, August
My relatives visited us. It was sudden. I had to clean the house in 2 or maybe 3 hours. I got tired from doing one job and skipping it to continue another one. For the first time I cleaned the bathroom ^^; My mom used to clean it. I thought its gonna be difficult but I never thought I would enjoy it. I remined cleaing it for 1 hour. Ah~it looks great. Now its more than clean and lovely *__*
They kept talking till I got headache but it wasnt an ordinary one. These days I feel like I'm carrying everyone's thoughts >__< is it a sign of getting old? xD
My big bro was roaming around till he gets inside my room. I was thinking of going and chatting with him a lil. When I finally decided he got out -___- oh well i'll be trying again.
My friend called me and asked me a favor. She wanted me to check if she's being accepted in my college or not. My net was slow and I had many work I must finish. I think she's angry from me T___T
I've given a choice to think about the two men who asked my hand. It's too hard since the two of them are kawaii...watashi no kuwai
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kyosuke-date · Posted: Sat Aug 11, 2007 8:23 am Post subject:

August 10
My big bro wife came
She's really shy
I can't even talk a lot with her
Maybe i'm scaring her
She'll be used to me with the time

I received a lot of books for FREE yay !!!

I'm searching for a language to learn
I don't wanna learn spanish or italian
Maybe indu or an oriental language dunno

Angel_Armz · Rosen Ritter~ Joined: Dec 05, 2006 Posts: 10983

kyo- You traumatized her!

Been making a few plans for when I complete leadership next week. Firstly I'll summon my allies and go out for fun and look at stuff and start crying cause we're poor and walking back home cause we can afford a bus ride (okay joking about bus ride part). Then salvage all the money I have in my house to pay for my school fee at the start of the year. Then see if I can beg the guidance counsellor to let me change a course. And then, start looking for some place to teach me German or start off reading the basics from books.

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