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I'll answer that with a long pansy-like statement:
When I stare into a mirror only to veer into my eyes, I am usually in a mental state of emptiness, boredom, and slight disatisfication. My mind then trails off in one of the afore mentioned mentalities, and I then begin to stare vaguely into a void, almost as if I can see right through the mirror.
When my eyes begin to regain its focus, and I stare into them once again. I then begin to feel how meaningless life really is, and how artificial the world around me feels.
The words "artificial" and "natural" then loses meaning to me, along with every other word at that moment. Thus the only thing left in my mind is the awareness of my own consciousness, which then puzzles me in ways undescribable through human speech. I then simply begin to feel the shallowness of my existence.
Although shallow, my existence feels satisfying. And when this thought is reached, my glare then shifts elsewhere.
It seems from this statement that minutes pass by if I stare into my eyes. But in actuality, all these events can occur in a mere second. But it is in that second that life seems to stop for hours, or perhaps longer.
Therefore, I see nothing physically. Instead, I "see" things beyond this physical realm; in a realm created by our minds that lies in a place that's distanced from the physical realm by a humanly unmeasurable figure.
.... I'm gonna copy and paste that into my profile if i can XP _________________ GG
Joined: Jul 31, 2005 Posts: 9275 Location: Somewhere in CANADA
Posted: Wed Aug 31, 2005 11:08 pm Post subject:
Very interesting... You look at life in a depth that i've rarely seen. I admire your way of thinking as it seems quite logical when you think about it.
Joined: Jul 22, 2005 Posts: 8164 Location: la la land
Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 11:27 am Post subject:
well aparent the pupil and the lens is clear, so maybe if you look in there hard enogh, you may see the retina. (disected eyes twice, not a pretty sight)
i look at my eyes now, all i see is bloodshots. _________________ "Look at me, with my pretty bracelet and tiara... I'm a fuckin' princess!"
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Joined: Mar 22, 2005 Posts: 31 Location: Somewhere
Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 11:05 pm Post subject:
I look and see myself normally, but behind that I see my bland eyes which have a very nice feel from them, at least from people say that, to me they look kinda like their staring into myself. Then I look at my iris and just kinda get lost because of all the things I think of well looking.
Joined: Mar 13, 2005 Posts: 2792 Location: Californication
Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 11:14 pm Post subject:
when i stare in the mirror, was i feel as if im my own reflection. i sit there and wonder why i feel as if im my own reflection and not the girl staring at that person inside the mirror. i feel trapped inside the rectangular mirror that im sitting infront of and knocking on the mirror hoping to get an answer, but so far, there's no answers. so whenever i stare at myself i want to cry and shout so someone could hear me, but the more i shout the more mute i become.
Joined: Jul 31, 2005 Posts: 9275 Location: Somewhere in CANADA
Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 11:29 pm Post subject:
rag_gurl wrote:
when i stare in the mirror, was i feel as if im my own reflection. i sit there and wonder why i feel as if im my own reflection and not the girl staring at that person inside the mirror. i feel trapped inside the rectangular mirror that im sitting infront of and knocking on the mirror hoping to get an answer, but so far, there's no answers. so whenever i stare at myself i want to cry and shout so someone could hear me, but the more i shout the more mute i become.
Shout and I will hear
---Anyway, you have a weird interpretation of this, and i'd like to hear more.
Joined: Mar 13, 2005 Posts: 2792 Location: Californication
Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 11:50 pm Post subject:
sometimes words inside of me comes out whenever they feel like it, it's as if they want to be heard, like what words are suppose to be, but sometimes they get knocked aside and become unheard. so whenever i shout them out i feel like a selfish idiot wanting attention, which im not. but there are times when i yearn to be know and my existance to be upon earth and not somewhere else.
Joined: Jul 31, 2005 Posts: 9275 Location: Somewhere in CANADA
Posted: Thu Sep 01, 2005 11:56 pm Post subject:
If you feel like you want attention, then crave it - its yours. If you think nobody can hear you, then nobody will. You basically have to know, that your existance means something to someone, or better yet - everyone.
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I have no clue what I just said LOL
If you feel like you want attention, then crave it - its yours. If you think nobody can hear you, then nobody will. You basically have to know, that your existance means something to someone, or better yet - everyone.
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I have no clue what I just said LOL
hahahah...sick funny..u are givin advice and yet u have no ideal wat u just said...even tho i agreed with the ideal...well i choose the first one...cuz that mostly wat i see everyday, a relecftion of myself...but other time...just very empty _________________ [img:450:200:723e75fa1a]http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v211/dauvitinh/bleach5zi.jpg[/img:723e75fa1a]
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