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TrueAncestor
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| kukreisis wrote: |
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| i actually went to a mirror and did this a few minutes ago. when i look into my own eyes, i see a suffering soul. a girl who puts on a happy face but is truly dying, and she doesnt know why that is. I see the infinite vast darkness that my soul has become over the last few years. I see nothing except torment, despair, and anguish. But there is also something else there. Hope. Yes I realized that despite everything I saw I still have hope. For my true love, for happiness, for peace of mind. I saw all these things when i looked into my own eyes. |
I now you are in Pain my sweet,
I didnt from whom,
Was it from him?Yes,
i think it was from him,
greater than death shall be punished for him,
how dare him hurt you my beloved?
for you whom i care so much dare to hurt?
Alas,dont cry
I am here..
I am here.. |
thanks kurei.  but we dont want CGY's thread closed, so if you have these things to say a PM is the way to go.
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rag_gurl
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| Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 11:13 pm Post subject: |
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i see fake smiles and a wondering soul,
i see tears of fire evaporating the instint it falls,
i see a girl running from her past, future and present,
i see me,
the person i dont want to be |
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TrueAncestor
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| Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 11:26 pm Post subject: |
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wow, thats deep rag_gurl. im honestly touched, and I actually know what you mean. i hate looking into the mirror and seeing nothing except myself.
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rag_gurl
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| Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 11:28 pm Post subject: |
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| i've been compared to people all my life, so it's depressing looking at myself. |
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TrueAncestor
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well all my life my mother has been the model for my growing up, or so everyone though. but i was the only one who knew the ugly truth, so when people tell me that i remind them of my mother when she was my age, i want to punch them in face and tell them the truth, but i just say thanks and go along my way. not sure if that is what you are talking about, but its one of the things that i meant when i posted mine.
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rag_gurl
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| Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 11:40 pm Post subject: |
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| wow, i never noticed the way i wrote my poem. i just thought of a second and typed it. never really thought of what to write on it, my fingers spoke for me. |
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TrueAncestor
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i have found that until i write what i feel down i really dont know what i feel actually. its weird. i will know that something is wrong, but i dont know what. its not until somebody asks me or i write it down that i know what i feel. thats what happened when i realized i felt like that when i looked in the mirror.
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rag_gurl
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| Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 11:45 pm Post subject: |
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| seriously, i do a lot of creative writing on the net, hahaha, can never do it on paper. |
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TrueAncestor
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| Posted: Mon Sep 26, 2005 11:55 pm Post subject: |
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im a writer as well. currently i am writing 2 books, and i am designing an anime (everything, characters/music/story/action, everything) for some reasons these posts have helped my writing though, not sure why. 
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quosimos
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| Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 12:36 am Post subject: |
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| rag_gurl wrote: |
i see fake smiles and a wondering soul,
i see tears of fire evaporating the instant it falls,
i see a girl running from her past, future and present,
i see me,
the person i dont want to be |
whoa! stop right there. nobody should seriously feel like that. there's nothing wrong with who you are. i know that im relatively not that special, not that unique, not that anything. but that doesnt matter to me. its not like i have a choice anyway. maybe my perspective is a little self centred but sometimes i reason that to me, if i dont matter, than nothing else does |
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TrueAncestor
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people are different quosimos. i feel like rag_gurl. i like myself, but at the same time i despise it as well. its complicated... there is nothing wrong with feeling this way either.
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| Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 2:42 am Post subject: |
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I have always believed that the most unique person in the world is the person who is the least unique
Because we are all unique......uniqueness is ordinary
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quosimos
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| Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 3:07 am Post subject: |
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| i cant tell whether youre trying to be an arse or not pyro lol. |
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pyrorecca
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| Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 3:09 am Post subject: |
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It's true i tell ya!! TRUE!!!
It makes pervert sense once u think about it logically
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quosimos
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| Posted: Tue Sep 27, 2005 3:11 am Post subject: |
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| yes it is ironic |
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